went in and met with the DA about the trail for the murder i witnessed in July. Frankly he was a bit brash & i felt rather bullied and i came down & completely fell apart as i haven't been sleeping well (for obvious reasons) and i'm exhausted & over loaded and just generally not coping well with life at all.
once i finished falling apart i pulled myself back together & I am not sorting through my photos from this morning's outing to the farmer's market, i will post photos to share later.
I think next meeting i have with the DA i will arrange for my therapist to be there as well, i'm not letting him push my buttons like that again, i know sympathy doesn't come naturally to personality types like that but i deserve a bit more consideration...i wasn't all there to begin with, never have been, i was barely keeping my life together as it was and over the last year i had finally made some genuine progress toward becoming a more functional human being, then this asshole comes speeding down powell blvd on my way home one night, and in the process of killing one of my neighbors he snags the loos threads by which my life was precariously held together and pulls all the stitches out...my stuffins gone.
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