Thursday, October 22, 2009

go away world

i HAVE to go get my passport papers turned in TODAY or they're not going to get processed in time for our trip next month.  I just REALLY REALLY don't feel like leaving the house today.  I have a few things i need to get at the store too, but like i said, i don't feel like going out & dealing with the world today. 
I've been up since 8 and i still haven't even eaten breakfast today, just don't have much appetite of late...its probably a cross between teh depression and whatever thsi cold/flu thing i have is.  Talk about being wore out, coffee can't even get me moving.  I've had coffee the last two days only to go to bed a few hours later & sleep ALL night (only getting up in the middle of the night long enough to pee, then passing back out), just exhausted.
It was foggy this morning and i thought, wow what a great setting to go to the cemetery & get photos in...too bad i don't feel like going anywhere.  Since i HAVE to get my papers in TODAY i'm trying to come up with something else i can do while i'm out that will make it feel more worth while.  If i don't i don't get vacation but, frankly, at the moment it feels like the best sort of vacation would be if i could just power down for a while, turn the machine off for a week & have like a 5000 mile service check up, saddly it doesn't work like that when your machine is organic.  *sigh*

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