Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Night Terrors

I've had night terrors the last two nights early in the morning. Monday i had two, both of which woke me up screaming (and in turn woke poor Blaine up).
The first one, i've forgotten most of the details at this point, but it involved blaine getting splattered by a truck while out biking...VERY graphic (much like the accident which i bore witness too) and naturally i woke of screaming in terror. Blaine woke up and comforted me and i fell back asleep.
The second one involved me being on the bus on my way to somewhere, i'm sitting there listening to my ipod, trying to ignore whats going on when i hear someone shouting...i look up out the front windshield and there is a sudden multiple car pile up right u ahead, the driver slams on the brakes and the bus fishtails sideways as more cars colide with us from behind...i'm being thrown about, lots of glass and blod every where, and all i can do is scream....which comes through in reality and again wakes blaine up. I remember shaking my head in my dream and rubbing my eyes with my bloodied hands and screaming like a siren thinking this HAS TO BE A NIGHTMARE WAKE UP WAKE UP!!! DAMN YOU WAKE UP!! (but then i thought the accident was a nightmare...unfortunately it wasn't).
This morning i had another night terror, involving blaine being swarmed by large, furry, multi-legged insects (our roommate told us right before we headed to bed about a large bug she'd smooshed in her shower that morning and told us to just be on the look out for that sort of thing in case another one is somewhere in the house...and i have a MASSIVE creepy crawly phobia). I was semi lucid at the end of this one, blaine says i was shouting 'what's going on, what the hell is going on?' and 'look out blaine one is on you' and he says 'what the cat?' (morhpeus had come in for early morning cuddles, before the dream he had curled up on my chest & pured while i petted him & fell back off to sleep, he had apparently migrated while i snoozed) and i woke up and was like 'huh?' and he says the cat is on him and i'm like 'oh never mind, i was having a bad dream and i came round semi lucid at the end there, go back to sleep'.
hopefully there wont be more this week, though we shall simply have to wait and see wont we.

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